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lyrics

verse
there’s nights i don’t remember
passed out on someone else’s couch and pictures on the internet
wish i could pay to get them taken down
i crack a beer with someone
who’s old enough to be my dad cause he holds all the power
to give me all the shit i’ll never have

pre
i threw up my dinner
fuck, no, did i even eat dinner? the industry’s a chokehold
dyson vacuum sucking up my soul
can’t see straight or think right
i look down in my bathroom sink further in my mind

chorus
will i do this til the day i die? (die, die)
all to be a diamond in the sky? (sky, sky)
will i do this til the day i

verse
kill my hair with bleach and hair dye
and drain my empty bank account
so people will remember
but somehow i’m stuck underneath the crowd

pre
shoot back more liquor
sold out and i’ve never been sicker the industry’s a chokehold
dyson vacuum sucking up my soul
can’t see straight or think right
i look down in my bathroom sink further in my mind

chorus

i feel like i’m dying, but at least I'm trying
at least im trying
i feel like i’m dying, but at least i’m trying
at least im trying

credits

from till the day i ___ / every time i close my eyes, track released August 4, 2022
written by caroline baker, lauren mandel (LØLØ), raziel, and zhone.
produced by caroline baker, raziel, and zhone.
recorded at raziel’s studio in north hollywood, california and caro’s studio in west nashville.
guitars by caro and raziel.
bass by raziel.
drum programming by caro, raziel, and zhone.
synths by raziel and zhone.
live drums by jon lee, recorded by caro.
vocal engineering by caro.
mixed by yianni AP.
mastered by theo quayle.

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carobae Nashville, Tennessee

these are the things i think of when i’m scared to go to sleep.

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